My Huckleberry friend, please take my hand as we sail down the Moon River.

Note To Self: Listen to the Teacher

So I've not even completed my first year and his prediction about leaving broken hearts in my wake came true.

And I think I've let XXX down the most. It's typical isnt it- that those who wear their hearts on their sleeves get hurt the most. So I've inevitably, doesn't matter if it's unintentional or not because the irreparable damage has already been cast, turned into a 52 of sorts.

Maybe tales have been going around about what a ruthless, intentionally misleading bitch I've been, but trust me, I hurt like crazy too.

I resolve to heed Linus' words from now on. I was obstinate, foolish and inexperienced with Life perhaps. At least now I know there really is someone who has ZERO malicious intentions on me and wants the best for me all the time. Aww..it makes me tear just to reminsce how foolhardy I was and how I've let him down time and again. Not anymore dear, not anymore.

And for the darlings still worrying about me, we're back to our happy status (:

dysphoria came at 7:50 PM