Friday, July 30, 2004
"come on" by ben jelenmeeting lanxiu tomorrow. im one happy girl right now! lotsa catching up to do with her, and of course, creating more happy moments together (: i love dearest hui too, for she said she's giving me a surprise on mon. that's super duper sweet of her, and i greatly suspect it's something to do with 52. it's ok if it isn't, cuz i love surprise nevertheless. M was in my group today for some discussion. hanling said he's a perfectionist, and i sorta agree too. he has an ok-sounding voice, but VERY NICE handwriting for a guy. bah. what a neat-freak! oh, and he was the one who came up with the answer we needed. the teacher was actually quite agreeable with it, and i was impressed! he's so hardworking even when it comes to a boring subject like that. can't stand such meticulous guys tho'. so obviously, 52's better by a fat lot. bio SPA tomorrow. they all said it's damn hard. so, wish me luck! love, vicks
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
not supposed to be online, but well, just couldnt resist an entry. i found out that 52 wears specs! it was my first time seeing him THAT cute and blur..and i actually giggled to myself. this shows that he isn't exactly perfect, and shouldn't be that intimidating. well, perfection scares me. i think he's getting more and more like fifi. or maybe it's that i've become more aware of the similarities between them. whatever. both of them aren't that hopelessly short-sighted to depend on glasses for life, but still, they arent perfect! (: oh, i came to a silly conclusion that M likes me. muahahahaha. i told xiuhui reasons to support my belief, and she actually laughed her head off. hmph! i have qualities, and he's damn gd looking( tho he couldnt hold a candle to 52)! oh well, he was initially sitting in the row opposite me, but not directly opposite. i was whining to xiu, wishing for him to shift so that i can sit right in front of him...and voila! he shifted!! i don't know why he would shift for no apparent reason, but being ever so silly, i joked to xiu that he likes me. when it was time to hand in assignment, all the guys in his row handed in to a guy, for handing in to the teacher. however, he chose to give his work to me instead, since im the rep! (: and well, maybe he likes me... tum di dum. had a rare treat today when nj dismissed us at 1.40pm, rescued us from dreary PW, and had buses sent us to the national stadium for supporting team NJC in the national track and field meet! it was fun, rather like an excursion during secondary school days. yingxiu and i were craning and straining our necks, eager to find a potential cute guy. ACJC. great guys there i know, but i didnt have the luck to enjoy eye candy today. bah. most AC guys there were OK. was hoping that maybe i could get to meet lanxiu and wenjian (super cute guy!) since i saw chrysa...but dang, lan was absent from school. so, there goes my chance of ever meeting super cute guy again. anyway, nj is rather good in sports. we aren't all studying and no play after all. it felt good screaming and shouting and jumping, to cheer for my schoolmates. im SO proud of my school. we have substance. (: love, vicks
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
im gonna die of a flu with embarassment in my heart and homework in my mind.
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Monday, July 26, 2004
"my happy ending" by avril lavigne
oooohhhh...first day of school since forever. an eternity. =) and you know what, i felt like i was given a new shot in life. a breath of fresh air since being cooped at home for so long.
i saw 52, but was prolly too stressed to enjoy the sight. you see bloggy, i have SO MUCH catching up to do. copying notes, studying for chem and bio spas next week, econs test on thurs, tutorials to complete, assignments to hand in...ahhhh!!!
i didn't love my fave teachers for nothing. they were just SOOOOOOO sweet. *sighs happily* first thing in the morning, mr lee asked how i was, what i felt during my absence from school...and you know, he even joked that nanthini should have video-cammed his tutorials so that i can watch it at home. oh, and he told me to feel free to approach him should i have any doubts. i know it's no big deal, cuz it's his job, but i was so touched then. it made me want to whine and badger him to stay on till i graduate. i just can't bear to see him leave. and it's next month i think...very fast.
as for mr goh, he's just as sweet too! lalala. he postponed my chem spa for me without me having to tell him! omg, i was so shocked when he approached me during lunch to tell me that. i didn't know teachers are THAT concerned. of course, he asked the usual ," so how are you now?" questions...the thing that made me melt was the remark, " luckily you have no scars ah!". he cares about my face!!! im gonna love him so much from now on =)
the lack of concern from my civics tutor makes mr lee and mr goh seem like saints. yeah, you'd think that being in charge of me for two years, she would at least ask how i was eh? but no. she didn't even ask for my MC, for crying out loud. i hadta take the initiative to give it to her myself. maybe im inconsequential to her, which is good, i dont want her constantly on my case. every shred of liking i thought i once had for her is now gone. bah. i loathe her.
dang. so much stuffs to do.
love,
vicks
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
i just cant resist the temptation to tell u this bloggy:
Ya, Vic was looking really good yesterday. And the performance was great! Take care. [ happykel]
tt's the note kel left on hui's blog. oh you dont know how self-conscious i was yesterday, having just recovered and not receiving compliments for a long, long time. so sweet of kel yar??
( to kel: I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS!)
he made my day too. haha, cant help thinking that mayb i'll get more compliments when i return to school. sheesh, looks like my ego's getting too big!
love lots,
vicks
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"i want you to know" by rui-en
bloggy,
i dont feel well. not at all. this is an emotional illness i presume. stemming from what, im not sure. post-chicken pox syndrome? bah. more like reluctance to resume a normal, hectic lifestyle in nj..and ALL THAT STRESS.
im going to school tmr, after 2 whole weeks of rest. i don't think im prepared at all. sure, the prospect of having fun is nice, but...oh i really don't know what's wrong with me. it is during times like this when i wish i have someone to talk to. sure, i can call anyone i like, but i dont like making phonecalls. sigh. im this weirdo who thrives on self-inflicted pain eh?
vicks
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
"she will be loved" by maroon5
just came back from the speech day cum cultural potpourri. hmm, i think i looked smart =) =) and you know sth dear bloggy? fifi said i was sexy! yay! actually, it was sheng who told me when i interuppted their conversation. upon hearing tt, i turned to fi, and...
pinched him of course!
tum-di-dum. stupid nanhua is damn lousy. only $30 popular voucher instead of the promised $5o borders voucher! what can we buy at popular man? lousy, low-class stationary? hmph! i'd rather buy at kino. the biggest embarassment of the night was the principal's speech. MUAHAHAHAHA. he's a total disgrace! he cant speak english nor chinese properly..and he's like a lot worse than mr loh (who's incorrigible enough already). i think they're better suited to speaking hokkien, with that horrid accent! blah. even the student mcs speak better than him. sigh, i sense nanhua's impending downfall.
i think tonight will be the only time i get to wear the blazer, formal wear et all. it's kinda sad when i think of that, but at least i've kept some of the memory =) hmm, but if i study hard now, and get great grades, i may get to wear it, wont i? haha. but that will only happen if im more diligent..which is impossible.
love,
vicks
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Friday, July 23, 2004
"swing swing" by all american rejects
bloggy!
im really excited at the prospect of finally getting to meet my friends tomorrow! yipee! i get to laugh at silly stuffs, bully fifi, criticise people, and of course, to bitch =) had a really funny convo with my 7-year old cousin while i was admiring my blazer..
me: does my blazer look nice?
cousin: eeks! why does it looks like a man's clothing?
me: NO! it's supposed to be like that. padding makes my shoulders broad, but smart!
cousin: red is ugly!
me: it's sexy. you're too young to appreciate it.
cousin: so ugly leh! jie, don't wear it.
me: i look nice in it ok!
cousin: because u're born pretty.(aww...) but it's ugly.
me: nonsense lah. do you know that only sexy people get to wear it?
*cousin looks at me skeptically*
me: ya, NJ only admits sexy people! ( had to stifle my laughter as bermimi and batman came to mind). so, the blazer looks good.
cousin: no. ugly!
urgh, 7 year-olds. have to admit the blazer doesnt look really good, but i hadta be proud of my school..
love,
vicks
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fifi still cares about me after all. i think he does all along, except that im too mean to him to realise. =) and i love him SO much for making my day and the many days we had together.
i dreamt about him a few nights before. it was a really complicated dream, but i sorta still remember every detail of it. haha. it was as if we were back in lousy nanhua, and i wanted to find him to support him for a soccer match. the search was so arduous! had to go thru a silly maze, talk to people i dont know, oh, and there's he's classmate which freaks me out. the classmate actually smiled and wave to me (urgh!). when i finally knew where he was, he mysteriously grew popular among the girls, for they were all crowded around the soccer field, and it was so hard to push thru. i remember still struggling to see him when i woke up. it was sad. i missed him so much, and yet he was still so elusive, even in my dreams. bah.
i guess i'll finally get to see him tomorrow. so yay!
oh, and i dreamt of 52 too. it wasn't entirely a new dream...and i woke up hyperventilating. was covered in sweat and couldnt breathe really well. see how deadly he is?
*sigh*
xo,
vicks
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
as much as i try to hide/ feign nonchalence/ avoid broaching it, i still miss him A LOT. been crying a lot lately, and i cant point out any specific reason. ha. i've degenerated to the past me again. crying without reason means im needy, whiny and helpless. i need to see him more than anything else in the world. i've been thinking, how can i fall so hard when i dont know him well at all? we only had one pathetic conversation on V-day, which wouldnt really be classified as a conversation. i only know he's nice cuz, well everyone says he is. we have like absolutely no history, no past, no memories spent together, hence he's not worth it at all. not worth it!!!! it's pretty obvious im gonna spend the rest of the year like this, in despair and all. oh well, can't do anything bout it, can i? i guess that is why guys who are charismatic should not exist. they make you weak at the knees, melt your heart even, just from a glance at their oh-so-marvelous looks. they're undeniably yummy, great eye candy...so much so that you'd forget that you're only STRANGERS! they steal all the available time you have, invading your mind with images of themselves. you'd feel like you'll never be happy again cuz it's impossible to get an "unattainable". joy personified? that's only when you're rewarded with the occasion eye contact, but compared to all that sorrow..it most definitely isnt worth it. you'll try to fight it of course. who wants to be a useless and whiny female? then again, who are we to resist what our heart wants? the fight against love would be the most futile, as the pain and wistfulness threatens to rob every moment of happiness we have. you see, you cant be truly happy until you indulge in the desires of your silly, silly heart. the worst comes when all that hurt and misery accumulates into eternal heartache. ha! that's when they've totally taken control of you. your life is ruined for u'll never believe in love other than them. that said, i still love him. HA. HA. HA.love,
vicks
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Monday, July 19, 2004
"accidentally in love" by counting crows
"Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love"
two and a half weeks, and im still so into this song. =) cant help but imagine, if 52 (yes, he's a great singer i tell you) were to croon this during some school event, man, the screaming from the admirers would break 1000 decibels! lalala. the song makes me soooooo happy, like there's something to look forward to in love after all.
but well, is there?
love
vicks
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
"pieces of me" by ashlee simpson
"Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts"
i realised he does read blogs. he does, he does, HE DOES! oh man! i wonder why im so strangely agitated over this matter. am i jealous? do i want him to read mine? do i want him to know how i feel? the only thing im sure is, yes im jealous that other girls have such admirable friendship with him, while we're like perfect strangers. and i long to glance normally at him and talk to him like how it is between me and fifi. of course, to be able to bully him would be a bonus. lol.
he left such a long note on her blog. of course, it's perfectly normal since they're good pals...but, oh i dont know! dont like the way he types tho. haha, way too much short forms for a guy =)
here's me nick for msn :
[52]Es. Age. Eh. Yoo. Ann spotty! im a polka-dotted flesh canvas
lol. nevermind the front portion. we all know what that means, dont we? *winks* just find the back portion really funny. haha. im a piece of art!
you know, im seriously contemplating on taking some actions when i return to school. but then again, why should i take the initiative, when he knows about it all this while but does nothing? it's pretty obvious what he thinks of me eh? *sigh* maybe i'll talk to him on his last day of school.
the last day.
love
vicks
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"obviously" by mcfly
wow, i love mcfly! their songs are way cool...and those naugthy lyrics! =) save for the following song...
" what can i say
she's outta my league.
im wasting my time
cuz she'll never be mine.
and i know i'll never be good enough for her."
kinda like 52 and i, just change the feminine terms to masculine ones, and it's a perfect fit! *sigh* was browsing through my past entries, and was thoroughly irked. practically ALL about him, and i ranted so much too! i sounded like a love-sick 12 year-old. well maybe i still am deep down, but i like to think im making vast improvements. heh. well to my blog readers who could survive my entries without having this crazy urge to puke: I SALUTE YOU! =)
i finally changed my bloggy layout! fifi finally has a new look! mind you, i spent an entire day fiddling with the codes and searching for the 'perfect' picture to post. guess this shows what a html-illiterate i am. well, html crash course anyone? btw, those strawberries look SOOOOOOOO juicy! i wanna sink my teeth in them! do you know why it's strawberries i chose? tum-di-dum.
read on!
well you see, as i have SO much spare time on my hands lately, waiting for my spots to heal, im spending most of it online. yes, im not mugging...so sue me =) i came across DA ( deviantart) ! i know im kinda slow to catch on it so late...but well, better late than never! it's really cool. those pics and photogs look really pro man! i think they'll come in useful for layouts, projects etc etc, instead of stupid getty images. i was browsing through the users, when i came across him! he's young, european, HOT, talented and polite. doesnt hurt that he shoots fantabulous masterpieces too! go browse through his gallery in your free time peeps! you'll be inspired =) ohk, and i fell in love with this strawberries and four leave clover pieces of his. strawberries...hmmm! he's made me a strawberry fanatic again! lalala. i wanted to post his face here, but well...decided against my will. the perception of "hot" may not be applicable to everyone. heh. (im considerate lor!)
52? who's he when compared to the world? =)
love,
vicks
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Friday, July 16, 2004
jammin to: "i believe" midi in my blog. (awww.....im drunk with nostalgia!)
feeling: happy
ok, the red spots have cleared a little now, and im starting to see my face again! lol. this is like, the best news i had so far.
you know bloggy, i realise i have very very nice buds around me. so many smses, so many phonecalls, so many chat sessions...people actually care about me! im very blissful in that way. leekwang is a very sensitive and thoughtful boy. funny how i thought he would be another ys/fifi...nice, but too blur and oblivious. i remember during that cheerleading comp, where we lost, and how devastated we felt. they were ALL there for me. it's kinda touching when you think about their support and care. =) so even if i dont have 52, i have friends! i prize friendship over love anyway. la-di-da. i promise i will not be quarrelsome, ill-tempered, frustrated and "dao" towards any of them anymore! except fifi of course, cuz he's one of a kind. lol.
when i get back to school, I SHALL CREATE THE BIGGEST STIR! " THE QUEEN HAS RETURNED TO CLAIM HER THRONE!!" .....*smiles sheepishly* i promise i'll bring the sunshine back to nj. (like real..)
love,
vicks
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
im so jealous. i wanna go school
wanna go school
wanna go school
for what, you ask?
1) save rodney from evil clutches of those female admirers. hmph! how dare they!! when im the "pioneer", the one who discovered him first???
2) bid rodney farewell. sigh. he's leaving tmr, and im still ridden with chicky pox! argh...there goes my chance.
3) see 52 wear outrageous costumes for racial harmony day next mon.
4) see 52 in his daily activities...no matter how boring they are.
5) fool around with "cool puffs"
6) attend mr goh's and mr lee's lessons!! i miss them so much!
7) do school work so i can atone for my FAILING, yes failing, marks.
8) laugh at certain characters.
9) soak up the sunshine, and smile, even in the stifling compound.
10) make eye contact with 52.
ok, i hereby swear to work hard from now on. i've actually failed some subjects, believe it or not!!! who cares if it's ao pass or a level failure. they're dismal!!! argh. im very very guilty. i've let my fave teachers down, and mr lee is leaving soon! i cant let him leave with such a poor impression of me, i cant.....
love,
vicks
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up these defenses, you build this whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own any more. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darknes, so working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
--Neil Gaiman
(couldnt have said it better myself. it's one pessimistic take on love, but funny how loudly it resonates through every fibre of my being.)
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down with chicken pox, or measles...whatever you call it. it's SOOOOOO....urgh. i cant find a word to describe how disgusted, irritated and nauseous i feel. im into my 3rd day now, and according to the doc, should be able to attend school if im healed by sat. so yea, im crossing my fingers. im like so worried for my complexion now. haha. sounds very bimbotic, but what can i do????? my face and belly is ridden with these tiny, red spots, while my limbs are completely unaffected! strange phenomenon, eh?
i've chosen a very bad time to fall ill. chem and bio spa happenes the week after next, and i doubt i will be well enough to attend any trials. so there, im all alone to fend for myself. damn this. i hear that almost all the results are back now, and i still dont know mine yet!!!! well i know i can always give my buds a ring and ask them, but im afraid. sigh. i expect so much, even though i know i cant achieve anything near my expectations. i wanna do well. i swear i'll WORK HARD the next time...just let me pass this round. =)
i miss school like hell. i miss laughing along with my clique, i miss being bugged by hanni, i miss oggling at 52 and rodney, i miss giggling for nothing at all, i miss the stifling atmosphere of nj, i miss mr goh and mr lee.....i wanna go to school!!!! *begins whining*
love,
vicks
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Friday, July 09, 2004
music: "look what you've done" by jet
feeling: tired. i think im anaemic again!
bloggy,
i had so many, many encounters with dearest 52 today that one might think we're opposite poles of a magnet, being attracted whenever we're in close proximity. =) during lunch, i decided to do a bit of catching up with chem ( im damn far behind) and staked out outside the library with hanni. ya i know, i missed the opportunity for rodney (tt's he's actual name. i think)oggling, but who would have expected i actually got the better of the deal! cuz midway thru studying, 52 and his friends came strolling past, and into the library. one of the two doors of the lib's entrance couldnt open, no matter how much u shoved it. and silly, blur 52 actually walked right into it! oh man, how i giggled to myself! he's really really cute that way....kinda like spidey eh? lol. he's not a klutz...just blur. he was looking around when he went it, prolly trying to see who caught him in that silly act. haha. i think no one did, except me =p. funny thing was, when i went into the library to look for my friends, i walked right into that fateful door too!!!!! that was hilarious..jo was laughing her head off at me. la. la.la.
and during pe, he sat at the grandstand, prolly waiting for soccer to start. hey, thinking about it now, why one earth would he want to be there, around us noisy j1s, being hot and bothered? my class, being that "cooperative", had to assemble around him while our attendence was taken. imagine my embarassment!! no, it wasnt delight, or excitement...but pure unease! they were all going " go vic! go sit beside him lah...dont miss this opportunity!". well he was inches away, how could it be possible for him not to hear it? but if he did, he masked his embarassment pretty well too. being the coward that i am, i sat like 2 benches away from him, observing =p. his bag and pencil case is pretty old. xiu says it's good, cuz it proves he's humble, down-to-earth and thrifty. yeah...i kinda dig that too. =) oh, and he did looked over a few times while we were playing captain's ball. it was SUCH a shame that i was nauseous, and couldnt really be more proactive. sigh. the presence still made me happy tho; =)
aiya. i would have sat right beside him if he didnt already knew about it. if i were to do so today, the tiniest glimmer of good impression he had of me would have vanished. like "zap!". it would be shameless lah, very un-me.
ok, im damn tired now. all the adrenaline rush does have a toll on me.
i think rodney's leaving soon. bleahz...i'll miss him. tho' i should count my lucky stars tt 52's still here. yep. tmr's a damn long day. from 7plus to 8 plus, with SO MANY PROGRAMS. im freaked out.
love,
vicks
ps have been signing ALL attendence lists with "52", and scribbling every bit of paper with it. it's getting funner by the day! =)
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
jammin to: "dancing in the moonlight" by toploader (damn nice!)
feeling: love struck =p
heya!
the jap guys didnt turn out to be drop-dead gorgeous after all. lol. they look 2/3 years younger than us..and goodness me! one was dressed like a fishmonger...with his ugly looking kimono top and knee-length shorts. i was giggling the whole time while playing that song for them. the girls were cute! pixie-ish faces and wacky hairstyle! they have dyed hair, which im so damn envious of. not that no one dyes his/her hair in nj, but as my civics tutor is ms tan, there goes my chances of being hair-beautiful. bleahz. oh and when we finished with the song, they clapped so enthusiastically! wow! it was like angklung is such an impressive instrument...what a joke =)
found out that the cute hongkonger is rookney (pronounced tt way, not sure bout the spelling). one of boon's classmates is hosting him in school, so boon gets to have lessons with him and talk to him!!!! and she doesnt even find him cute! aww.......i wanna be her!! he has positively glowing, flawless skin; that kinda brown, tousled hair tt makes me weak in the knees; large peepers that speak volumes; and that shy attitude that's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! the first period today was bio lecture, and i was strolling in, laughing as usual, when i saw him in the front row! that was so unexpected since he's in boon's class and boon doesnt take bio. well anyway, spent the whole lecture admiring his back...i wish he didnt have to leave, and that i could catch his eye....=(
got back all my mcqs already. I DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT THEM. i'll be alright if it's just the results themselves...but i think im starting to loathe my friend. im damn infuriated with her now. she makes such a big fuss about results and exams, always complaining that she's stressed and bugging me and everyone around her. all that negativiy that she emits..im very affected by that too. anyway, she resorted to shaking my arm when she's really worried, blurting out "how? how?" non-stop. im not in a very good mood nowadays, with the stupid cts results...and so is everyone, so why doesn't she spare a thought for OUR feelings? what she did today and yest angered me the most. i didnt dare to open my econs mcq questionnaire upon receiving it...im always like that..and she was bugging me to tell her my results! like wth, it's none of her business lah. ok, and when i saw my results, she actually peeped at it. i hate her!!! that's no respect for privacy at all. what's worse that she claimed that i stressed her out because of my anxiety. nan said she was mad at me. oh puh-lease!!!! i didnt even utter a word!!! i merely sat in silence, looking at the floor. compared to what she did, exclaiming that she did really poorly and asking ALL of our clique for our marks...im innocent!
today, she got pretty high for chem, and was quite happy about it. once again, i needed time to calm down so i could look at my marks. she peered over my table and looked at the questionnaire to see how i did!!!!!!!! im seriously pissed off. how could she have so little respect for a friend? for every single paper, she has to compare her marks with ours....for the sake of our clique, i'll bear with her antics. maybe it'll get better with time.
better go do my hw now. tmr's another rookney-day, so i should be happy! =)
love,
vicks
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
jammin' to: " here without you" by 3 doors down
feeling: tired!
hey bloggy,
today's the first day of school. tho we all had cts last wk, it really did seem like the hols just ended for us, prolly due to the 5-day break after my cts. i ensured that i had ample sleep the night before (at 11pm...veyr early!), but still, i was half-asleep throughout the day. hmph! must be mundane school life at work here.
anyway, i went to buy hair-wax today. WOAH! can you imgaine? me being THAT image-conscious? (i refuse to use the word "vain". lol) well it's for a once-in-a-lifetime occasion of course! nj's suddenly home to good-lookin' guys! i think amazing events like that only happen once in century (for nj of cuz), so, i had to look my best! today, a group of HK exchange students came. i was so excited...cuz, there might be SHAWN YUE or edison chen look-alikes! =) i havent seen all of em yet, but there's a really cute one! looks like a japanese..and nan and i are already ga-ga over him. lalala. tmr, we're performing for a group of japanese students too. double-yay! hence, i have to do something about my bangs. i'm sick of them now..decided to grow them out again. the in-between stage is pretty irksome..so i hafta tame my hair somehow.
watched spidey during the weekend, yes finally! it was fantabulous! love the poignant moments, the romance, the action, the eye candies (dunst is SO wholesome! maguire's eyes can speak!)..i was left speechless. i wanna be spidey..swinging around, i think it's damn fun lorh! alternatively, i can have him as my bf! yay!! spidey is HOT!!! =) =) =)
ok, i hafta go finish my hw now. haven't been laughing so much since school close. maybe nj's not so dull after all =)
love,
vicks
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
jammin' to : "burn" by usher
feeling: revitalised!
the cts are over, and here i am now, dreading the release of my results. im bound to flunk it horribly, i tell you. ok, at least i can rejoice in the return of my normal sleeping habits, reduction of stress, more time for dreaming and slacking..and yes, SHOPPING! lol. but i hafta wait till this sat to shop tho', the stupid chem SPA will be TOUGH.
eh, not really true tho. i think i prize creativity over loyalty. but both are equally valuable qualities i guess. you know the movie "blood brothers"? yea, the loyalty between buddies is really really moving. hmm, the other stuffs about me are quite true i guess...lol. my gift is cunning. all i can say is im damn good with excuses and pretence =) and of course i can endure!!!! NPCC, remember? oh, those terrible times then!
anyway, im still in a holiday mood now. this has never happened before. i used to miss school so much that i actually anticipate hols to end. but now, i dread returning to the "normal" life. is it because of the cts, the stress, the stifling atmosphere of nj? beats me. damn, there's not even a flicker of excitement when i saw 52. i think my love for this novelty has long reached it's over-due date...and is finally dwindling. give me something new anytime!
love,
vicks
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