Obligatory

On March 1, 2006 my entire glasshouse of a world collapsed. What happened next that sustained me till today is a consequence of the love and concern from the throngs of friends whom I can no longer live without.

I'm sorry for all the SMSes that I couldn't reply to. I'm sorry for the phonecalls that I couldn't pick up. I'm sorry for the dates I backed out on. It wasn't a matter of choice for me then, but a necessity. Recluse provided me with all the pseudo-comfort and peace that I thought was the best cure to my shattered being. Little did I realise how I was losing you one by one when I shrunk into oblivion. Everyone's patience has its limits yeah. I don't know how many of you are gone forever, but those who still cherish Vic for who she is, I'm asking for forgiveness. It was highly immature I admit, escaping from the people who love me the most-the only ones who would tide me through the most painful period of my life.

Now, 25 days since devastation, I'm dying to mend the strained relations. So this is an official apology for my folly, my wrongdoings, my inconsideration, my selfishness...I have to rebuild my life yes, even its focus has to be changed, but I could feel my old self beginning to shine through the dried tears and frown-lines. I want so badly to repay all the kindness, patience and generosity now that I'm finally able to.

I miss you guys like hell.

Vic is returning, but would you still want her back? |

about

Currently eighteen, and waiting for my angsty phase to run out. I'm a slave to books, to unfortunate circumstances like "exams" and "assignments". My expertise is my 100 decibel scream and barking laughter. I'm profoundly in love with NYC, and there isn't a second in which I don't wish for a life there.

This is not entertainment nor a place too seek for deep musings.This is the highly selective, highly biased, highly opinionated account of my life. I just write, as I feel. No, not think. Feel.

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